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Name: Erin
Birthday: 2/6/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Music...my favorite bands are Muse, Evanescence, Coheed and Cambria, Mars Volta, Nirvana, Slipknot, SOAD, Disturbed, Coldplay, Morrisey, Nine Inch Nails, and...John Mayer...lol
I've played guitar for a year and still suck, because piano is better. Hopefully I'll be selling my guitar and getting a piano keyboard for Christmas. I like to write poetry. I also like writing stories as long as its not for school.
Expertise: I've played soccer since I was 5. I did Volleyball for my school in the fall and now I'm doing winter swim team. I'd love to do dance again (like jazz and stuff) but I don't have the time. I play piano and i rock for it. fun fun what what (inside joke). and...surprisingly, i'm good at math...ok, that's it
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Member Since:
3/16/2005
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OMG!
Florida was so effing AMAZING!
I had the best time ever!
Deniz and I met so many people [[hotties included]]
Annnd I got a pet turtle. He's so tiny and CUTE! I <3 him!
His name is Stoner.
If you want any juicy stories from Florida, ask me in person.
I might tell you.
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| Wow...that was a very emoish last entry. Anyhoo, on to happiness. Today I have volleyball tryouts, and I'm pretty excited cuz I get to be in a non-airconditioned gym for about 3 hours. Yesss!!! But seriously, yay. Since I got home from volleyball camp I've been going through volleyball withdrawal.. I NEED MY FIX!!! ahh! lol jk
What else..? Welllll I'm going to Florida with Deniz on Sunday. I am so EXCITED!!! Its gonna be the shizzit [[lol...shizzit...]]. We are very excited.
School starts the 14th I think. Um....I don't really know if i'm excited. I'm looking forward to like, the first day. And its all downhill from there.
Well. That's everything interesting that I can think of for now so I'll stop.
I <3 you!!
Erin
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Its really hard when there's nothing to do and everything keeps reminding you of him and nothing you do is right. It makes you want to pick up old habits again. But you know the consequences for getting caught are too great.
Does he hate me?
Am I just a jealous person?
Why does he talk about how close we are and then ignore me;
Give others attention while he doesn't give me the time of day?
Are we friends?
Am I just annoying him?
I don't understand what I did to him.
I must have done something but it makes me want to cry.
Being at home so much gives me too much time to think.
Thats why I'm not homeschooled anymore.
It makes me think emo thoughts.
Why am I even writing this?
No one will read this and even if they do, they won't care enough to respond.
He won't.
If he even read this, would he give it a second glance.
Would he know this was about him?
Would he care?
Even if he thought it was about someone else, would he try to comfort me?
If I was lying in the road bleeding, would he help me?
If I was sick, would he take care of me?
Would he even come see me?
Why do I have to doubt myself all the time?
Where are my friends?
And where is HE ?
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ok. i'm not really in love....
....but i do love people!
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(hate some)...but over all...i love people
and i love...
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OMG I'M SO FRIGGIN
IN LOVE!!!!
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